a day without laughter is a day wasted

Among from the cradle to the grave,
we all also aspire to have happy everyday,
and a optimism of mentality...

but today i feeling damn sad,
and disappointed to all around me of affair.
i also dunno why.
i was quite care them to gossip what about me.
why?
i really cant control my mind to stop thinking of this.
Haiz...

God... i miss you.
long time do not to go church ad.
only You can take all bother out of my mind.

God, bless me.